The first time I heard Cloud 9 by Beach Bunny I felt like dying.
I’m not even joking, the feeling she’s talking about in the song is just so beautiful, having that someone that makes your days better, that when you talk to them you just instantly feel good...
There’s actually this cover by gerry (a really cute and good singer) in youtube and he changes the pronouns and omg, it’s like 100% more painful, like imagine someone feeling this way because of you, honestly can’t even picture it.
I know I said the era of my romantic moodboard was dead, but I made this moodboard a long time ago and just look how cute it is, anywaysss you guys can’t imagine the kind of moodboards I’m making these days, like romantic love just feels so fake now, I’m just hopeless, without the romantic. I don’t know what else to say, I’ve been having weird days, I don’t know how is possible to be so miserable and to feel good at the same time, like I spend the day normally and then I cry at night while listening to my silly playlists. If you guys are wondering if I will continue to feel miserable because I don’t have friends or a boyfriend or a nose job and people in general don’t like me for the rest of my existence, the answer is yes, although the last heartbreak has motivated me, so I’m gonna be miserable while at the same time I’ll try my best to be the prettiest smartest bitch alive, just for the sake of revenge.
Holy fuck, I really wish he would’ve treated me a little bit better. I wish guys treated me a little bit better.